
Yo yo people!
How are you guys doing?
So, Today I woke up around 10 plus.. Got ready.. Went out with aidil around 11.. Then we took the bus 5 to redhill.. I slept the whole way.. haahha.. So tired sia..
Guess what?! My first day for skool is on Monday.. hehehe.. I am happy and scared at the same time.. lol.. I will promise to skool hard.. We were done talking and stuff around 1 plus.. then took the bus back to Pasir ris.. hehehe.. slp! again! then we took the bus 21 to dome.. hehehe.. Met Papi there.. hehehe.. We slack there.. Aidil had to go to work.. So he went off first.. Papi and I stayed for awhile then we went to buy food for me to eat.. heheehe.. Then Papi send me back home.. hehehehe... :) Today was like so fast.. hehehe..
Well until next time, tata!!
what we could have been, 8:56 PM.
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Yo yo guys! How are you doing?
Let's me tell you about my day..
First I was going to meet my new Godbro but he said last min he cant make it.. Alah, but i understand ah.. Busy guy.. hehehehe..
So since he isnt coming, I went back to slp.. Next thing I know, Papi is at pasir ris already.. -.- lol.. I though he was coming down at 4 plus.. and the time was at 1 plus.. lol.. I hurried to get ready.. Then we went to the bus interchange to eat our food.. hehehe.. Sat there for awhile.. Then I wanted to walk around whitesand.. Bought my pp8 card.. Then head to propular(sorry if the spelling is wrong) to see how much was the books i need for my skool.. Then I went down to More Than Word.. Awww.. I want the care bears sooooooo badly.. hehehe.. btw, I have found out something new.. The panda with purple and white is called polite panda.. the panda with black and white is called perfect panda.. I wanna perfect panda.. :( But papi told me to save my money so I bought a carebear keychain.. Heart bear.. hehehhe.. it is the orange one with a red heart on it's tummy.. hehehe Than i bought Papi a headband so he can wear for soccer.. I bought some clips.. heheehe..
Then we went to the pond.. We sat around.. talk and blah blah blah.. then we went to ehub.. We got our own place to sit.. hehehe.. We chat and took pictures.. lol.. Let's see w sat there for like 3 hours... After that we head off whitesand.. At mcd.. bought ice cream for both of us.. Then Papi send me home.. hehehe..
So people, until next time.. Tata!!
what we could have been, 11:16 PM.




Today I woke up at 3 sia.. lol.. I clean the house.. then the whole day on the com.. lol.. Boring sia.. Hopefully I am going out with my papi.. If not.. Can someone come and hang out with me??!!!
So I took some pics of me.. But confirm not nice sia.. To me very ugly... so, until next time, tata..
what we could have been, 10:15 PM.

Chatting rite now with my new Godbrother... Kenny!!
what we could have been, 4:09 AM.


Today I looked after Aidil's baby niece again.. I think I am falling in love with her.. Lol, not my baby yet I feel like she is.. I really miss her.. I feed her milk and change her diaper.. Thanks God, Aidil dont have computer.. So he wont know that I really wish she was mine own.. hehehe.. :P
Aidil steam some corn for me.. But they were not at all nice.. so dry.. hahaha... Then we went down to dome, udin was with a gal.. Lol.. She was friendly.. She never ask me to be her hair model lol.. she was drunk and udin to.. lol.. I dont mind though.. So I run around.. bugging alot of ppl.. At nite Papi took me home..
Until next time, tata!
what we could have been, 3:47 AM.


Yo yo people.. Wat's up?
So let me tell you first about yesterday..
I woke up at ard 8 plus.. I waited for Aidil to arrive.. Then we went down to Blk 536 cuz he cooked me breakfast.. So sweet for him rite.. Then we took the bus to the private skool at redhill.. The trip was long.. I slept half way though.. On that day my fever was getting warm.. But I didnt care.. We got to the skool.. We talked to the O'levels people.. Blah blah blah.. I am going back there to see the boss.. to talk about the money thing.. lol.. Then around 2 we head to Papi's house.. We got there Papi got food ready and all.. But I didn't eat.. My fever was getting to me.. But gd thing Aidil was hungry.. hahhahaha.. Then Papi's grandpa came home.. Then he talk about his favorite subject... Skool.. haish.. hahaha.. Stress and scared to talk to him sia.. hahaha
Then we took the mrt to head to the airport.. We had fun there.. I bought my lunch at Burger King.. Then we start walking around.. Aidil was looking for a job.. And papi to.. But he is soooooooooooo damn picky.. Lol.. Then I saw care bears.. *screams*... hahaha.. I just love them.. My favorite is Brave Heart Lion.. hahaha.. But they only had the care bears not the care bears cousins.. :p So after watch them dance and stuff.. We took the bus home.. I was so damn slpy and I was having a headache.. I just got home.. and about to lie on the bed to take a nap.. Mak ask me to start packing clothes cuz they want me and Sya to follow them to stay at JB for one nite.. Lol.. So i got up my lazy fat ass to start packing my stuff and Sya's.. Cuz she wasn't home yet.. After everything.. We pick Sya up at marina(sorry if I spell that wrong) Then we went our way to JB.. We like arrive at the hotel at midnite.. Sya and I was so freaking tired.. but mak ask us to go eat.. What the hell rite.. So both of us got up.. and drag our butt out of our own hotel room to follow them.. After eat, we reach back around 2 sia.. Rite away Sya and I ran back to our room and fell aslp...
The next day
So Sya and I got ready around 11 plus cuz the family wana book out at 12.. Noon.. Then we went to eat breakfast.. I just ate bread.. When Sya bought new clothes cuz she is didnt like the clothes that I pack for her.. -.- lame rite.. Alah nvm ah.. hahaha.. I bought a new long shirt.. :) Then we drove down to Nas's house.. hahaha.. Fun sia.. Her mom drove us to a mall.. then only three of us.. Nas, Sya, and I.. went to watch a movie.. ghost movie.. malay.. It was ok but boring during the end.. In the starting Sya and I was like the loundest.. hahaha.. fun siol.. Sya and I scream sia.. it is like only us had feelings.. the rest of the people like dont have any feelings sia.. quiet only.. not fun.. hahahahaha.. Then after the movie.. we walk around.. lol.. Then we got bored of the mall we were at so we went to another mall.. We walk there.. not that far.. hahaha.. During the walk.. I got point my middle finger to a group of guys sia.. look2 only.. Aidil and Papi called me a minahrep sia.. when I told them that.. I dont care.. hahaha.. Then blah blah blah.. Got alot of wolf's calls and staring eyes.. But sorry I am att!! hahaha.. Then we had to head back to Nas's house.. We said gd bye to her family.. Then we went on our way to a mall and get stuff for the house.. Then when we went to eat our dinner.. ok.. I hate this part.. well kind of.. I mean it is funny.. Ok..
Sya and I order Kfc.. ok, like always the guys look at us.. I dont mind.. Then we get our food.. When we want to get the chilli sause from the thingy thing.. we keep on push down very hard.. I almost like broke it.. Then next thing we know we have to pull the knob up first then push it down.. Sia lah.. we were like dumb blondes sia.. So stupid.. hahhahaha.. But me and sya dont mind be stupid.. it runs in the family.. hahaha.. Then we finally came home.. home sweet home.. I talk to Aidil and Papi already.. I miss them so bad.. :)
Until next time, tata
P.S
sorry i dont have any pics from JB.. cuz my freaking phone batt was like crap.. keep on dying.. i think it is cuz over there it is weak.. lol
what we could have been, 3:03 AM.

Today I felt like staying home but Aidil's mom was sick and he was going to be busy with the house.. So noone was going to look after the baby.. So as a gd gf.. I said I will look after her.. At 2, Aidil came to my house then we walk to his house.. The baby's mom went out.. lol.. Never look after her own baby.. But I understand ah.. Aidil's sis is only like 16.. But still.. Her baby.. I look after the baby and fold the clothes.. Aidil's mom scold him cuz he didn't let me eat first.. lol.. I said I was ok.. The baby didnt want Aidil at all.. So I had to carry her.. I felt sorry for her so I ask Aidil if we can take her out of awhile so she can have fresh air.. His mom said yes.. Then Aidil's youngest sis came along.. hehehe.. Then Aidil was at dome.. I walk ard with the baby and Aidil's sis near the playground.. Then around half an hour we walk her back home.. Aidil and I head back to dome.. Papi was busy with soccer.. Got one time when that biyacth wanted to shake hands with her.. Aidil flirt with her.. When she walk away, I hit aidil on the head.. He knows I hate her yet he dare do that.. But I forgive him cuz he doesnt know when he is flirting or not.. hahahaha.. So Papi and me almost got into a fight but we didnt.. thanks God.. We talk things out.. hehehe.. Papi send me home.. so that was my day..
Until next time, tata!!
what we could have been, 11:00 PM.



Sorry I didn't update this day cuz I went to slp early..
So I dont really remember that much on that day.. So ya.. Ok, I met Papi at 536. We walk to buy our food first then we head to the mangrove.. We sat there to eat and stuff.. chit chat.. like always.. then Aidil ask us to go down to dome.. hehehe.. We took bus 21.. Then when I got there, Aidil's fever got high.. so he had a big headache.. poor bby.. Then he lay down on my lap.. I just sat there.. laughing and talking to frens.. Udin was there to.. He was like always.. hahaha.. Then time pass.. Papi got bored then emo.. We got into a fight.. I dont wana talk about it.. Let's just say that he didnt come to tell me his problems but his frens first.. hello I was like rite beside him.. haish.. I am his gf.. for God's sake.. But he learn his mistake.. now we are ok... Then Aidil felt abit betta.. Udin, him and I ws so bored.. So I was like Udin u wana see aidil with make up on.. He was like sure.. Aidil also wanted me to do it.. hahaha.. Udin and I was laughing like hell sia.. I wish I took a video.. Aidil really knows how to cool me down and all.. Thanks to him.. I didn't blow my head to Papi..
what we could have been, 10:45 PM.



Yo yo people!!
Today I got up at 11 plus.. I met Aidil outside of my house.. Then we went to whitesand.. To get my money but it didnt came in yet.. So we went to the library and waited until 2 plus then we went down to check. It came in.. YIPEE!! And my mom told me I can have $100 per months.. hhahaha.. So I head to the shop called COAX.. I got the shirt I have been eyeing.. It is black and white checkers.. hahaha.. Man, if I had more money i would have bought one for ninee.. I know she love them to.. So I told Aidil that I wanted to go buy something at Cotton On.. So we took the bus to Tamp Mall.. I bought two long T-shirts.. One grey with a tiger head and the other one is orange with flowers and a lady head.. Aidil chose that one.. hahaha.. Then we went down near the bus interchange to buy my eyeliner and I found the glue for fake eyelashs.. I bought that to.. hahaha.. Then I bought bull a pp8 card.. :)
Then I followed Aidil to his house.. Man, his niece is sooooo fucking cute.. Sorry ah, I dont know how to spell her name.. hahaha.. I just love her.. Then Aidil's mom told us to take his little sister to the clinic.. Because she had fever.. Poor her.. then after we did, we went back to Aidil's house to eat.. Then we meet Papi at dome.. I got hit on my head just he threw it and he didnt see me.. :( Painful u know.. hahaha.. jk.. Then it was damn fun.. Aidl was sweating up a storm cuz he was playing soccer.. Papi was busy tickling me like hell.. hahaha.. I didnt like getting tickle on my feet so the whole time I keep on hitting his balls.. hahaha.. If he can still keep on going.. hahha.. So Papi got thirst so I followed him to buy a drink.. :) Otw back to dome, Papi gave me a piggy back ride.. So cute.. :) Then we chill at dome until I wanted to go home.. hahaha.. Papi took me home cuz Aidil vomit.. :( He is sick wat.. My poor bby boi!! So 2morrow I am going to meet Papi again cuz he got my powder case.. hahhahah....
Until next time.. tata
what we could have been, 11:13 PM.

At first aidil came to my house around 1 plus.. We were planning to go to his house but I was to lazy. I ask kak nessa for 5 dollors so that Aidil can buy tomato paste so that I can cook spaghetti.. Hahaha.. Alot of people think that I cant cook.. but I do.. I just dont show it.. :) But poor aidil had to go homne cuz abg andi ask him to.. :( He didnt even had the chance to eat.. So I just cook the spaghetti for sya and I cuz got noone home to buy food for us... So like the whole day I watched tv.. boring like hell.. Btw I made a promise to two of my bois that I will cook them a big meal when I have money.. I PROMISE!!!
until next time, tata!!!
what we could have been, 9:41 PM.

Today Aidil woke me up by knocking on my window. Lol, I was so damn slpy sia.. But I still got up and let him in the hse.. We talk about wat happen last nite. Then aidil said sorry. Then he told me that he got drink last nite.. I look at him, rite away in my heart was so damn painful. I look away from him. He saw my tears roll down my face, he got up and talk to me. I said that I dont want him to drink. I dont want him to become like udin. My anger got high then I gave him a rule.. NO DRINKING! He said what if he get stress and everything what would he do??. I said go drink coke.. Then he promise me he wont drink again..
Then I ask him to cook spaghetti. So he did. I taste it.. I didnt really like it.. So I cook mine own.. And Sya tasted both.. And she said that mine was betta.. hahaha.. then aidil taste it.. Now 2morrow i am going to his house to cook for him.. -.- .. hahahaha Then after that aidil and i went to whitesand.. When to the library.. blah blah blah.. when to ehub, he went to a job interview at bbq chicken.. :)
Then we went back to whitesand.. walk ard.. And i point out to aidil wat clothes i want.. so he said that if he get the job and the pay.. he will try to get me.. yipee!! hahaha.. then he send me home.. :)
until next time.. tata..
what we could have been, 11:36 PM.
Today bull came to my house at ard 5 a.m in the morning.. Lol.. I took a shower and got ready.. I left the house ard 6 plus.. Man, I was so damn tired cuz I didnt slp at all at nite..So we took the bus to toa phoa (I hope that I spell that rite) In the bus Papi fell aslp.. cute ah.. I took a picture of him slping.. hahahaha.. finally we reach...So, I though Papi was going in his house to get money cuz he want to go to soccer.. but his Grandma was still aslp when we arrived and he was to lazy and tired to go play soccer... I had a big headache.. I just need to slp.. So Papi took me to the playground to rest.. I feel aslp but I keep on waking up. I got piss off because when I am damn slp I get grumpy.. haahhaha.. So ard 12.. His house was empty.. Finally, I rite away head for the sofa.. And I feel aslp until like 4+.. Not enough sleep ah! We both got ready to meet Papi's mom. hahaa.. So we took a taxi.
Man, let me tell you something..The stupid driver was like speeding.. And he didnt see a truck infront iof him.. Gd thing he brake early.. If not.. I wont be here typing.. Phew.. Thank Allah.. hahaha So we got to the place we have to meet Papi's mom.. hahaha.. We walk around and stuff.. Papi's mom is fun..She is like an teenage inside of her.. Papi called her minahrep.. lol.. Papi2 his own mother sia.. hahhahaa.. Then we went to the house that she stay at.. Her bf house.. he is chirstian.. lol.. then we look at pictures of his family.. Papi's mom said something funny.. Papi ask for money then she said he have to look at the pictures first.. hahaha.. lol.. weird.. So Papi and I head to the bus stop to head back to home.. Papi stay with me for awhile cuz noone was home and that I was scared.. hahahha.. I got stress up with aidil but I am ok now.. So until next time.. tata
what we could have been, 2:00 AM.

Mak went to her honeymoon already! Yipee!!
So Mak woke me up at 12. Fuck sia damn sleepy. She ask me to follow her go to draw out the money. I got ready. I just wear sweats n a t-shirt. So we took a bus to go there. We were joined with Abang andi and his wife. Well, I follow them into a prawnshop. I was so damn bored. Papi was waiting for me at blk 536 already.. Poor him.. cuz of me. Finally we start moving. I saw a nice dress.. Mak bought it for me.. Wow, first time ah she. That kind.. :( weird but thanks.. hahaha. So we all took taxi home. I saw Papi at the blk but I had to go home in clean my room and just into proper clothes. haahaha.. I went up.. Blah Blah Blah.. Then I got the money from Mak. I went down to meet Papi.. Finally.. hahaha.. We went to the library.. I though of wanting to use the com but then my mom called me. I went out. And talk to her... Blah Blah Blah.. She said that I can get $100 per month now not $50. Yippe!!!
So they head to dome. Yet boring so I follow udin and Aidil to go to tamp 1.. Then Sya ask me to follow her walk ard at tamp mall.. Udin die die dont want to met her. so he went to tamp 1 with Aidil when Papi followed me to meet Sya.. Blah Blah Blah.. I got bored like hell but I want things from cotton on.. I am now in love with long stuff.. hahhahaha.. After Sya went home, Papi and I went back to dome. A couple of them wanted to go to bugis and they want me to follow. But it was to late to go now.. hahaha.. But Papi went, I let him. Aidil bought food down from his house. So full sia.. hahaha.. then he walk me home.. I am now is freaking tired.. x) hahaha...
So until next time.. Tata
P.S
Mak will be gone for one week!!
what we could have been, 10:13 PM.

Sorry I have been lazy lately..
On Tuesday
Ninee came to my house. She did my face and hair. Man, let's just say it is freaking cool.. She made me look diff.. And my bois love the hairdo.. hahaha.. So we took pictures like crazy with her com.. Alittle stressful.. but we gone though.. hahaha.. After that we met Papi at 536. We walk to whitesand. Ninee and I ate. Papi didnt.. Nice always.. haish.. hahaha. Then we all head off the library.. We lack there.. Got guys that bug us like hell.. keep on staring at Papi.. but just grab his head in push his face toward me.. fucking guys.. But gd thing got Ninee.. hahaha.. It is so funny.. Then Ninee had to go home first.. :( So papi walk me home like always.. hahaha
On Wednesday
I met my sweetheart aidil.. we went to the library.. Then Ninee and Haikal met up with us. We sat at the library for a while.. Then we went to the pond.. Sat around playing cards.. Then when we want to go home. Haikal saw 'something' near the toilet. Lol.. but aidil never felt anything.. lOL.. After that haikal took ninee home n my sweetheart took me home.. hahaha.. peace!
Today
Well I stayed home like a gd gal.. Then Papi and Aidil came to my house.. hehehe Aidil cook me food and Papi just u know.. the same.. hahaha.. mmm.. We watch a movie 2gether.. hahaah.. then they went home.. then now boring.. :(
ok.. tata.. see u soon..
what we could have been, 9:46 PM.


Today I woke up at around 1 plus. I took a shower and stuff. I ate my breakfast. Then I played on my psp until 4.30. I got ready to go out. I met Papi and Aidil at Blk 536. We walked to Mcd whitesand to wait for Udin. Lol.. He can with a bottle in his hand..lol.. -.- drink again.. Then Sya came with her friend. She gave back the stuff that udin bought her. lame rite.. -.- He bought the stuff for her birthday.. Yet he want it back.. lame.. Then I went to buy food.. I was so freaking hungry.. Then we went to the pond.. Sya went to downtown first to get her pay.
When we got to the pond, Udin start drinking.. Aidil was so into my psp.. -.- .. Papi and I just talked. So Papi start be silly. Acting like a spy. -.-.. Sya came back to give my 2 dollars.. hahaha.. She sat for awhile with her friend. Then she wanted to go home. So now it is Udin's turn to become crazy.. we all laugh. Then out of the blue. I heard my name.. Sya came back.. I ask why?.. she said lata mak was coming to downtown.. hahha.. Got one part when Udin got up then ran to the pond.. Good thing he can break.. or esle he would fall down.. but I wish he did.. We all couldnt stop laughing.. Udin started being very silly yet stupid.. Run here and there.. Sya went to downtown. Udin went to dome. So I waited at the pond for ninee and haikal.. But it was getting late..
So Papi, Aidil, and I went to ehub to look for jobs. them ah not me.. :) So we walk around like an idiot. I got mad cuz of my dad.. What does him think ah? Never send me money. Like fuck sia.. What he can like buy alot of diamond rings for my step-mom yet cant send money for my school and sending.. I need to buy stuff what.. I am a GAL.. haish.. I hate my dad sia.. He doesnt treat me like his daughter.. I know lah.. Haish.. HE think wat.. huh?? That I leave here for free ah?? That mak is rich ah.. that she is so freaking good heart to give me like 50 bucks.. in his dreams lah.. haish.. I HATE YOU DAD....
Sorry.. I had to let out my anger... So I was sooooooooo quiet otw to whitesand.. Papi say that from now on he will work very hard to give me money to surport me.. I was like nvm ah.. U r not my dad.. He said back I know.. but I am your Papi.. i laugh.. hahaha.. Same wat.. papi and dad.. same2.. :) So aidl said the same thing.. i was still down.. :) Aidil walk to the store near the bus interchange that sell care bears.. and he ask which one I like.. I was like that one.. He walk in!! WTH!! I follow.. He didnt have that much to buy the one i want but he got me a smaller one.. GRUMPY BEAR!!
YIPPEE!! hahaha.. I love aidil so much.. thanks sweetheart!! Then I ask him why out of a sudden he bought it for me.. He said he cant stand seeing me down.. He wanted to cheer me up..
AWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!
ISN'T HE SWEET?? Hahahaha..
ok.. tata for now.. bye!!
what we could have been, 12:09 AM.


Today was my monthsery with papi..!
I woke up around 12:30. Got ready and all. When I got out of the house, it was raining like hell. Lol.. I met Papi at blk 536. We waited for awhile so that the rain will like stop. Then we head to downtown. We went to book the tickets first. We had a hard time to choose wat movie. Cuz I watch the cool movies already with Aidil. So finally we chose a scary movie called the haunting in the connecticut. (sorry if I spell it wrong)
Then we went to mac. Papi bought me a burger meal. Then we played with the laptop until 2:30. Then we walk back to ehub. We waited until it was time to go in. The movie was nice yet scary. hahaha. Somemore it is based on a true story.. It was fun cuz this is the first time Papi and I went alone together.
So after that we head down to downtown. I saw sya. Then we follow her for a while. Then we met ann, samuel, Papi's sis, and her fren. Then we took the bus 21 to dome. Then a bad thing happen, Papi's little brother got into a big trouble. It is a long story. And I dont want to talk about. But let's just say that Papi and his bro was like with the police for like more then a half an hour. Gd thing I was with Hafiz(psyduck) if not confirm I will be to worried and start crying. then Blah blah blah.. They finish talking then we all went to dome.. Then papi send me home like always..
Aidil called me but something about him made me piss off.. Haish.. I tell everyone about me having two bfs yet his frens dont know about me. Like shit rite.. Haish.. alah dont care about him lah..
So til next time.. tata..
what we could have been, 1:41 AM.

Yo yo people!!
A day I woke up at around 1 plus. I looked at my phone and i got around 6 or 7 msgs from Papi. He was under my blk. -.- wth.. I was planning to stay home today but Papi ended skool early today. So he got nothing to do. So he hang out under my blk. Silly him.
So I quickly got up in brush my teeth. Papi arrive around 1:30. We talk for awhile then I felt like meeting his mom so Papi waited at my staircase while I took a shower. We left my blk around 2 plus. Papi's mom havnt call him yet to meet, so we went to the library. We stayed there for like 1 hour. I got bored so we went down to buy a drink at the shop near the bus interchange. Finally Papi's mom msg to meet at the mrt inter.
When she came, we all head for the fair price. It was fun cuz papi and his mom could not stop complaining. So we bought food. Then we head for Papi's mom's friend's house. We sat there for like 4 hours.. We ate alot of food. I was full like hell yet they still ask me to eat. haahahaha. I fell in love with the new game on my psp. It is called God of War. It is fun yet stressful. hahaha. At last, we left the house. Papi's mom took bus home when Papi and I went back to my house walking. When we reach under my blk, Kak nessa(my cousin's fiancee) was waiting for me. She didnt have the key. Poor her. Then I let Papi in to pee cuz he was like dying to pee. We talk and blah blah blah. At 11 plus he went home.. So guys that is the end of my day..
BTW 2morrow is my 6th monthsery with my papi!! I hope we can last long..!!
Tata til next time.. bye!
what we could have been, 2:58 AM.



Yo yo people.. What's up? I am back to tell you about my day.
I woke up around 7 plus because I had to wake Papi up for school. So at 8 i got out of bed and bathe and all. While waiting for aidil, I took some pictures so that time can past by quickly. At 9 on the dot aidil came and we head out to whitesand. He bought me breakfast to eat. He shared it with me. Then we waited for the bus number 5.. So long.. hahaahahaha.. In the bus I was so damn hyper.. And I dont know why.. hahaha.. Poor Aidil! He had to deal with me..
Then we reach redhill bus interchange. We walk to the school and met Mr. Hamid.. We talk alot. Then next thing I know.. I CANT BE IN THE SAME CLASS AS NINEE'S.. LIKE WTF!! So I have to take O levels class.. haish.. Right away my mood went out.. At least I can go to school with ninee and back.. but I dont think I can make friends there.. :(
Then aidil and I went to town to watch the movie ICE AGE 3 in 3D.. but while we waited we ate at KFC.. Then we walk around.. We went into the movies..
An hour past by..
Then we walk to far east plaza.. Got nothing there. Lame. So I wanted to go back to pasir ris. In the bus I feel aslp. But when we reach pasir ris.. I got mad at Aidil.. long story.. blah blah blah.. I talk to him on the phone.. We are ok now.. I miss him already!! SO on friday is my 6th monthsery with papi!!!
what we could have been, 1:43 AM.

Dear bby boi..
I am deeply sorry about the fight. I just lost control of myself. I think it is because I kept all the pain inside of me. And all of it just came out.. I am deeply sorry bby! I prefer to suffer than to lose you.. You mean so much to me.. You understand me more than anyone in the world.. Bby boi.. i will try my best to be the gal you want.. I dont mind shedding my tears for you.. Bby plz dont ever leave me.. Without you I am lose in this world.. So bby, promise you will never stop loving me nomatter wat?? Come wat may...
what we could have been, 2:48 AM.
I am sooooo piss off rite now at aidil.. Plz lah Aidil.. I need my own space.. You dont need to tell me wat time i have to go home, and when i can go out.. Plz ah.. Let me do wat I want to do..
Fine, I want to two weeks off from you and Abdillah.. fair rite.. Now he have to suffer cuz of you.. So plz ah, I will go with who ever i want to go with.. and dont even call me.. btw guys, our monthsery is this wednesday for aidil and friday for papi.. Well i guess we wont be meeting.. I heck care ah.. I just wish I have a ticket to fly back to england..
Haish i have no freaking mood to type anymore.. until next time.. tata
what we could have been, 1:15 AM.


Yo yo.. What's up ya'll?? I hope you all are fine.. So let me tell you about my day.. First Aidil called me in the morning.. Then Papi came.. lol.. I got up to take a shower.. We went to Blk 536 to wait for Aidil.. Today he had a bad stomach pain.. poor bby.. So after that we all went to the library... Aidil was editing his tagged profile.. He wanted to be emo again so he said in his shoutout that he is trap in darkess again.. I was like that the heck.. so i got mad.. well I didn't get mad.. I got upset until my tears came out.. Aidil said sorry.. Then he change his shout out.. thank god.. then around 4 plus.. we all went down to dome.. On the bus, we saw an old fren.. hahahaha.. we got to dome.. Aidil went home to change cuz he had work today.. hahaha
So at dome, papi nonstop complaining.. like fuck sia.. I hate it when guys who like to complain.. So mmm.. I got piss off.. aidil was heading past dome to get the bus.. i talk to him of awhile.. So he had to go.. I got my bag cuz i couldnt stand to stay at dome with a complaining guy.. I prefer to go home in die of boredness..:(
Papi saw me leave.. he came running to me.. asking 4 forgiveness.. I talk to him like a teacher teaching a class.. lol.. So we are going already.. I sat down watching him play soccer with his frens.. We stay there until 8 plus.. Cuz Aidil took me to go home before 9.. So that was my day.. I dont know why my mood swing that much.. weird.. Btw if you still dont know.. I am back to being emo..
See ya next time.. tata!!
what we could have been, 9:38 PM.



Yo yo.. I am back.. hahaha ok lah.. let me talk you about my day.. I woke up around 12:30.. Papi arrive on time.. Finally.. hahaha.. We walk to whitesand.. Papi bought me food to eat.. We got damn bored.. So Papi wanted to go to the mangrove to hang.. So we went there.. We took alot of stupid pictures.. and one stupid video of papi.. hahahaha.. My stomach start being painful again.. I went to the pond bathroom.. ah, so nice.. hahahaha.. k lah.. I will skip that part..
So, we went back into the mangrove.. Walk around.. Papi got tried so we sat down and rest.. we talk talk talk.. I got bored.. I wanted to go to whitesand.. hahahahaha... So we head to whitesand's library.. We went on youtube.. Got one video damn freaking scary.. About a ghost.. hahaha.. Really one some more.. We sat here around 2 hours.. hahaha.. Then Papi wanted to go to Blk 536.. We sat at our favorite place.. Sya called wanting to meet.. Sya and udin came.. Then Sya told me that Abg Andi wants to take us out.. lol.. So i followed.. We went to eat at Aidil's work place at Rasa 21.. hahaha.. It was so weird watching him work.. hahahaha.. he was sweating like hell.. poor bby boi.. muacks.. hahahaha.. Then I head home.. So damn tired sia..
Til next time!
tata!
what we could have been, 10:59 PM.