Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Hello people.
I really can't wait for the countdown. I still dont know what to wear sia. My cousin, Nas, is wearing my blue zipper dress. Sya is wearing two outfits. Bring them both.. Aiyo-yo that girl stress only. I was planning to wear my cotton on outfit. But let's say that they both or showing some skin yet I won't. I don't let. I mite wear shorts or leggings.
I hope Ninee will come. I really do. Cuz the last countdown she didn't go out. Oh, btw I think I have to buy the dog collar(at the bluez)so that Papi can pull me back just in case I pick a fight.. Cuz I am getting piss off at Sya's bro. Man, does he love her or lust her? Right now to me it is Lust not Love. Aiyo-yo. I am worried about Sya. But I should just let it be. It is her life right?
So I cant wait for countdown. I will be going to downtown one..
Gotta go! 2morrow it is shopping time for my papi. His turn to shop!
Until next time, tata!
P.S.
This is wat I maybe wearing to the countdown!
oh and if ninee can't come, dont worry sis. I will still buy for you the cotton on shirt that u want..
what we could have been, 11:05 PM.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Yo yo people...
Today I woke up at 11. Got out of bed at 11.30. Clean the room abit. Then took a shower at 12. When out of the house with sya at 12.30. Papi was waiting at Blk 536. Followed Sya cuz she was going to draw out money from her bank to give me. After she left for work. Papi and I couldn't think of where to go. Then I just walk around whitesand to think. I finally made up my mind. We head down to Plaza Singapura. We look aroud Cotton on. I was planning to buy clothes but I end up buying a bra and pantie at Cotton On Body. Man, the bra ex sia.. hahaha.. Then, we wanted to walk around the place but I wanted to buy shoes. Sya told me earlier that I should go to Far East Plaza cuz got cheap shoes. So after eating our ice cream, Papi and I walked there. The day was hot sia. Good thing I was wearing my new Cotton On clothes. Hahahaha.
When we got there, the shoes were ugly to my eyes. So I plan to go to bugis. But first i have to fed Papi's and mine stomach. We ate at KFC. Took mrt to Bugis. Bought my heels and my skinny jeans. Then look around. I couldn't find a nice top. So we went to Parkway Parade. Went to Cotton on again. Bought alot of clothes. Lol.. Then finally took bus back to Whitesand. Papi and I were talking about the countdown.. Blah blah blah.. We stop by the Cotton On again.. I bought a tank top witha skull on it and I got Papi a new shirt.. Then I head on home..
hahaha.. I am a BIG Cotton On Fan.. hahaha.. Man, I spent 2oo dollars..
Well, on friday. Papi and I are going to cut our hair 2gether. But I am thinking very hard about it.. I dnt want to regret..
Until next time.. Tata..
what we could have been, 1:43 AM.
Sunday, December 20, 2009

Hi everyone. Long time no blog. It is cuz Papi had my computer with him.
So let me tell you for what you have missed.
First
Aidil broke up with me. We are not together anymore. I can't tell you what happen cuz it is personal. Sorry. Well, we still are msing either and calling. He still loves me but right now he can't be in a relationship with me. Cuz he said that he wants to look after his family first. His family got money problems. So I told him that I will be waiting for him until March 8th. AT least he got time to work for his family. But I know that if this time I go back with him, I am going to stop the relationship with Papi. I know how hurt he will be but I really love Aidil. Papi and I can always be good friends. I talked to Papi about this already. He said at least if I am happy, he is happy. Well, I dont know what I am going to do. But let me say that now I am with Papi. And if by March 8th Aidil havnt sovle the money problem, I guess I have to move on in life with Papi. I have made up my mind....this is my choice..
Second
My mother's birthday is on Dec 25th.. Chirstmas day..
Third
My mom and my second brother might be coming on April for my birthday. My mom asked me to plan what to do.. I still have no idea. I dont want to keep on doing pit or chalet.. I want something differ..
So until next time.. tata
what we could have been, 11:13 PM.