
Yo people.. sorri i didnt updated that much. I got alot to updated but i didnt find the time to put it on my blog. Well, right now i am just going to talk about the things that are making me stress first.
#1 people calling me fat
Ok, i know very well that i am gaining weight and i dont need u reminding me nonstop. I understand that my family is just helping me by saying that i am fat cuz they want me to look good. None of my frens calls me fat cuz they know the meaning of low self esteem. But people who is nonstop calling me fat like a guy i know. Plz fuck off. Why are you sooo concern about my freaking body? U got a girlfren who is fat too. Why dont u go ask her to freaking diet asshole? Anytime you meet me. Annie, u r fat now.. lose weight lah.. Annie this.. Annie that. Look pal, my own freaking boyfren loves my body. Soo if i want to lose weight, it will be for him and myself.. Not for your eyes or other guys eyes.
My family is making me stress..
Abg Budi: annie, u r getting fat. dont say u dont care and that u got a bf.. u just think after seeing that u got fat and all.. he will look for another pretty girl.. slim girl..
Only God knows how i feel after he said that. Abdillah isnt like guys that care for the looks. I just dont get it. Why r people soo freaking concern about my body? Why cant they let me be happy? Dont they know by saying all of that, they are making me feel ugly?? god..
#2 My second brother
Let me making my story short. Plz grow up Abg. Stop being childlish.. Plz..
#3 Cusin wife
u know that my mum is freaking sick. u still can let her look after your baby. I dont mind if she have to look after the 4 year old and the two years old.. But not the baby. The baby only wants my mum and if my mum cant look after her.. who will?? u still have to understand I am still a teen. Your mom in law doesnt like babys. i didnt ask if i can look after the baby.. god..
#4 my boi
i am damn stress that I cant have u ard me 24/7 to cheer me up. eventhought i get piss at you.. I still love you babe.. Muacks!!
So that is all right now.. hahahha.. i need to be stress-free right now!!
Tata!!
what we could have been, 11:51 PM.