Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Today i woke up at 7:30. I got ready and all. I got on the mrt right at 8.. I walk to my skool. I was the second early person in the class. -.- During math, I didnt do anything cuz the class was taking a test. Miss yan came in. Then ask me to follow her. Ok, i did.. Then she said that I havnt been to skool for a long time.. I was like WHF... but i kept quiet.. Three days only.. -.- Then she said the skool fee need 20 more dollars.. lol.. WHF.. tell my dad that lah.. Then she talk about self studies.. Whf again.. -.-

Then Thundar and Wayne came during english time.. lol.. Then Wayne tease me.. Lol.. cuz I was fasting.. hehehe.. My teacher came me free clothes.. hehehe.. so happy! purple and red.. Malay clothes.. hehehe.. Then Papi came to pick me... We got to dome to take somthing.. Then I went home.. To break fast!!! yipee!! So that was my boring day..

until next time, tata....

what we could have been, 12:08 AM.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

I am sooooorry.

I have been too busy with school and sooo damn tired that I become to lazy to use the computer.. Lol.. I am also too damn lazy to talk about the past few days.. But I will say some stuff though..

Ninee! You are 18 now! Yippee! -.- lol.. hehehe I hope you like my gifts..

next thing I wana say.. I love my school! But cuz of school i am sooo damn tired! hehehe My friends are ok2.. Thundar is my close fren in the school.. Wayne is the one who I like to bug the hell out of him.. :P hehehe.. I made a new friend with a chinese guy.. 18 years old.. hehehe.. I will try to get his pic k? hehehe lol.. ok.. I dont know what to say already.. So untul next time.. tata

what we could have been, 12:33 AM.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Today I woke at 12. Got in the shower and got ready. Met Aidil at blk 536. Then we went to KFC for lunch. Then we went to the library. Papi's mom msg asking me to follow her to going to geylang for something.. Then I went home first to change into going out clothes.. Met Aidil at blk 536 again.. Waited for Papi.. So freaking long.. hehehe.. Then finally he came, then he said this:

Papi asked, "what do you get if sperms and a egg go together?"

I said, "A baby.."

then he asked other question, "what happen if u give cash to a casher?"
I was like blur.. Then he turn around.. Behind him was a bag.. Inside was the Carebear I always wanted..! Perfect Panda! The black and white one! I right away jump on top of him.. A big thank you!

Then Aidil, Papi and I went on our way to geylang.. But Aidil turn back to go back to the airport so he can go work.. Papi and I met up with his mom.. We head to expo..

EXPO was fun but yet stressful and weird.. Alot of guys look at me.. And alot of girls look at Papi.. -.- He can flirt back so more.. He like it to.. -.- lame.. Papi tease his mom alot.. it was so funny.. Cuz his mom is more blurer than him.. hehehehe..Papi send me home.. I had a great time with him.. Papi, I can feel more love growing inside of me for you... For soo long already, finally I feel the feeling that I cant bear to lose you.. Papi plz forgive me for everything that I hurt you.. I will keep my word.. If aidil ever leave me.. I wont anyhow just leave you to...

Until next time, tata

what we could have been, 1:23 AM.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Yo yo guys.. Today I met Papi at blk 536. We ate at kfc. We then went to fair price to buy drinks. I stop at the pet shop nearby.. I want the cute green turtles!!! I am sooo in love with them!! So Papi and I plan to head to simei.. We walk around the pet shop there. I fell in love with the dogs! I want one soo bad. But I will wait until I have my own house.. hehehe.. I miss Sunday when I look at the small hamsters.. :( Oh, well.. I just want a turtle now.. I wanted to go to tamp cuz I wanted to look for something to buy of Ninee.. We went up and down in both of the three malls there.. Poor Papi.. Thanks for following me up and down without sitting and I know how much u wanted to sit... So finally I found the stuff that screams out ninee.. But hopefully she will love them... Ninee, I tried my best.. I was trying my hardness to think and i got off my lazy ass to.. hehehe.. So after the shopping, Papi and I went back to Pasir ris.. In the bus was soo fun cuz I bought Papi some warheads.. The sour candy.. hahaha.. You should have seen our face.. hahahaahhahaha.. I went to buy food to eat.. Then I went home.. Monday is my sis's birthday.. hahaha.. :P

Aidil havnt msg me back all of my msgs.. Why? Is he mad at me? Cuz I didnt hear my phone though out my shopping... Haish...

Until next time, tata!!

what we could have been, 10:55 PM.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Today I woke up around 11 plus.. Play with the com until 1. Got showered and ready. Took bus 403 with syahidah. Met Ninee and Haikal at mcd elias mall.. Ate some food.. Talk about stuff.. When down to a clinic..

Ninee followed me in. The doctor was very nice.. He ask me so question and check my stomach and my pain side.. Then he told me to pee in a cup.. I went to a toilet.. Pee.. Blah blah blah.. Hand it to the nurse.. They check.. I need a infection.. Cuz I didnt have that much water in my body and I like to hold my pee.. Lol.. I took the stuff.. Head to whitesand.. Ninee and Haikal went they own way.. Sya went home.. Papi and I head back to Blk 536 to eat our food.. Then I went home.. At home were my two little cousins.. hehhehe.. they were so cute..

So until next time, tata

P.S thanks Ninee for being with me.. I was so damn scared.. Thanks alot!

what we could have been, 9:38 PM.

Yo yo people let me tell you what happen yesterday..

I woke up at 6. My pain was hurting so back that I couldnt even walk. I msg Aidil that I dont wana go but I really wanted to see him so I got ready. When I saw him, I smiled trying so back to control the pain. So I couldn't even walk then Aidil told me to go home but I dont want. So I msg Papi that I am going down to his house. Then, Aidil force me to walk towards whitesand. We were walking sooo slow cuz of the pain. Aidil kept on saying " U can do it.. Also there" Lol.. It was like if I was giving birth sia.. Hahaha.. But in the bus, the pain stop until we reach Papi's house. So next time you know, I cant go in his house cuz got people.. So Aidil and Papi like found a empty house that the door wasnt lock.. Lol.. So we rest here. Papi bought a mat and we found a mattress.. LOL.. So it was me who should be sleeping but next to me Aidil was snoring.. LoL.. Papi was busy fanning me.. Lol.. Then Aidil told me that Ninee called to talk about my pain and for me to go see a doctor. And Papi's mother wanted to meet. So we got up and walk to the mrt. I had in hard time though cuz my kidney was hurting..

So we met Papi's mom at a place near town.. We walk around. She went for an interview.. Then we ate at mcd.. Papi begging his mom to play pool so we did.. It is win.. Aidil won some of the rounds.. Papi won one only.. Me, well.. :(

They didnt let me win.. But they said I was very good.. lol.. So after that we all head for the mrt.. Papi's mom head other way.. So we said bye.. Aidil stop at the airport cuz he got work.. So Papi took me home.. I was in pain but I had fun.. :)

what we could have been, 9:18 PM.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Today i went to skool like to early.. -.- lame right? So i walk like a lost girl. went to the restroom.. took pictures.. lame rite? Wat can I do? I was sooo bored out of my mind.....Finally I walk into my class. Thundar didnt come.. sad sia.. No frens.. So I was so damn bored.. Then Wayne aka most annoying guy in the class came in.. Well, last friday was when we like started jokeing with each other. So today after his math test. He all of a sudden talk about his girlfren's problem. Well, I dont mind. I like to give a listening ear to my frens.. hehehe.. So he talk n talk.. But after talking about it.. He got really super hyper.. WTH.. hahaha He start talking dirty jokes. Good thing I am use to it.. and the way he joke is harmless.. hehehe.. I couldnt stop laughing.. I slap his arm and pinched and idk wat.. He still wont stop.. hhahaha.. Then the teacher said to him.. "Wayne, r u done with your work yet? If not stop flirting with Annie.." I almost laugh out loud.. hahhahaha.. I was done so i didnt need to worry.. hahaha.. :P I miss Thundar and Ninee.. :P

Let me show you thundar's picture with me... hehehe

Until next time, tata!

what we could have been, 9:16 PM.

7 months still going strong

Abdillah and Annie

I got out of the house at 1. Papi said that to met him at 1 but he was late. haish.. he just late cuz faris wanted to follow. I dont care he told me to come down at 1. We went to Mcd. Papi cooled me down with some chocolate. :P Then Aidil came down. I went to draw out money. Papi and I went to downtown. First we went to book the movie tickets of the movie called Orphan.. Then we went to eat at KFC.. Lol, I dont know why I am like KFC the whole time.. hahaha.. Out of nowhere i saw, kak qina twin sister family.. lol.. then papi and I walk around like stupid idiots and took pictures.. Finally the movie started.. hehehe.. The movie was great.. but I didnt like it that much.. alot of killing sia.. I dont like..

Papi, sorry for hurting you when I am mad at Aidil. And I will promise that I will keep my word to you. Hope we let long together.. muacks!

what we could have been, 8:58 PM.

One year and five months together

Aidil and Annie

Sorry I dont really remember what happen but I do remember somethings. I woke up at 12. Got ready. Met Aidil at Blk 536. Walk to downtown. Book the movie tickets to the show called UP. We ate at KFC. Then walk around taking pictures. hehehe. Then time to go in. We bought nachos and a big coke to share.. Aidil didnt eat that much nachos.. hehehe.. More for me.. He said the cheese wasnt nice.. lol... The movie was funny but not like super duper funny. I love the great big bird. hehehe...

Well, I had fun.. Sorry bby boi for everything. I know it is my wrong. I hope you will forgive me and forget about what happen. I cant bear to lose you. I love you so much. Muacks!

what we could have been, 7:58 PM.

To that someone,

If you are reading this.. My boys ask me to get you off of my life.. So I have to.. Me, myself is very sorry. But I am loyal to my boys.. Let me just say that Dont ever fall in love with a girl who has a guy.. All you get is pain.. You said that you will wait.. I dont believe you.. hehehe.. It is so easy to know.. Look at you, confirm you can get girls.. With your money.. But, I hope you have a good life ahead of you.. Forget about me.. For me, I need time to forget about a fren.. So, take care.. Bye2

what we could have been, 7:52 PM.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Today I went to met kenny at the bus interchange at 6.30. Took bus 5. Got there right on time sia. At 9.. But like noone was there only like two teachers sia. Everyone came ard 9.30 sia.. Waste my time rushing only.. hehehe. Cuz thundar told me to be there early cuz the teacher doesnt like late comers.. hehehe.. Btw thundar is my close fren in the class. She is soo fun to be with. She is just like me.. hehehe.. like to talk about people.. hehehe.. I saw three other ppl that I didnt know cuz they wasnt at the class when I was there..

Got one gay guy. lol. Sad u know. he dress so freaking nice and he is ok looking yet he is gay.. hahaha.. Got another guy, who thundar say that he is like a best fren to her. Lol. He like keep on looking at me. He got a tatoo on his right arm. lol.. Then got a gal, eee, i dont really like her..

So, at break.. Thundar and I was the first out of the class.. hahahaha.. then the guy with the tatoo came to sat with us.. hehehe.. The weird part is that he nonstop smile at me when i look at him.. lame sia.. hehehe.. Than the teacher came to our table.. we talked blah blah blah.. Funny ah the teacher. Reminds me of my favorite teacher, Mr. Wallasky.. So the break time was over than.. arg! The guy that i think was annoying came to class.. Dude, I know you are cute but it doesnt mean you have to like talk to the teacher the same time as me.. Lol.. Nosey ah him.. And you dont need to correct me in everything dude.. I am not dumb.. So the people that I feel ok with is Thundar, the guy with the tatoo, and weirdly the annoying guy.. lol.. The rest of the class got there own little groups.. hehehe.. So we finish the lesson early so the teacher told about fasting month.. Lol.. hehehe.. I am so happy at skool now a days.. hehehe.. It makes me forget about the stressfulness outside of the classroom.. I end at 1. Kenny pick me up.. hehehe.. We just walk2 ard.. and rest.. Then we head for pasir ris.. lol.. We ate KFC.. Thanks kenny for the food.. Thanks for taking me to skool and home..

So there comes to sad part..

Papi called me, I ask him about Aidil.. He said that Aidil wana break up with me.. *pause.. heart stops beating*

I said out loud, WTF?! why?!

Papi said that Aidil called me a lier.. And that a lier will always be a lier.. Wth?!

Papi also said that Aidil wana return everything i got for him to me.. I told Papi to ask Aidil to burn them.. Man, Lord.. how come when I wana break up with him, he doesnt want? huh? yet when we are ok, he wana break?

Lier huh? Look who is talking.. Look who said that he freaking PROMISE that he wont break up with me. You are the fucking lier.. Asshole.. I said sorry to you yet you heck care.. Huh? why? I have to always to come begging for forgiveness like i am your fucking slave ah?

Haish, I am so stress rite now.. Boys rite now is like the last thing on my mind.. I just wana feel single now..

But one thing, I still love that asshole. I love him so much. i dont know why. My heart still aches his name.. Is this called true love or just puppy love... I quess he doesnt love me as much I do.. I wish I can move on but the feeling is soo strong.. everything you just said to Papi made my tear fall down.. I can feel like forgiveness and my guilt.. I own half of the part is my own fault.. I am sorry for my part.. Ok, Bby, i all do anything for you if you return to me.. And I mean anything.. So bby, please.. I need you in my life..

what we could have been, 8:38 PM.

To him,

I know he hate me rite now. But I dont really care. I have to get use to it. But haish, just thinking about it makes my heart hurts. Let's just say that I have my own life. I need Friends. I do. Cuz boyfriends will come and go.. but Friends will always stay.. And dont tell me about wat kind of frens I am hanging out with. I know who they are. If they hurt me it is my problem.. If they love me it is also my problem. I already told you more that once. That I prefer die than to leave you. I really love you. I wont dump you. I want u to dump me if u really cant take to anymore. I though that you know me.. but it looks like jealousy took over you.. And anger..

If I got hurt you or anything. I am deeply sorry..

Bby boi, Papi knows everything. Cuz why, he understands me. He listens to me. Even how stubborn I am or fucking annoying.. He still can handle me.. Somemore Papi told me his true feelings in the bus on the way home.. I know now. But have you been telling me yours? No you havnt.. So how am I going to tell you how I feel and stuff huh? You told Udin things more than u tell me.. Wat udin is your gal now?

I am just so mad at you right now.. But my heart is forgive you cuz my love for you is very strong. Stronger than myself.. I love you Aidil bin ____!! I love you since the first time I lay my eyes on you... And no other boy have been though wat you been though with me.. So bby, can i ask u this? Do u still love me? And can we go steady? hehehehe.. *wink2*

Love

Annie

xxx

To my dear bro,

Kenny, I am deeply sorry. I cant return the same feelings back to you. Yes, I did have a crush on you. But, I deeply love my bois to much. You are a great guy Kenny.. You need a gal who can treat you way betta than me. Remember that there are other fishes out there. Not only me. Plz understand me, I dont mind if you dont wana be my godbro anymore and anything.. I will always treat you as my godbro.

Love,

Annie

xxx

what we could have been, 2:54 AM.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

First day at skool!!

I woke up at 6.30. When down to blk 536 with Papi. Waited for Aidil to come. Then we all went to take bus 5 to my skool. In the bus I got upset. But Aidil cool me down. Then we got to my skool, I was nervous yet happy to be there.. So, when I got in the classroom.. It was fun.. I made frens with a gal who always look so lonely.. hehehe.. Got a cute guy who like was hitting on me.. -.- Sorry boi.. I am att.. I cant wait to go back there again.. hehehe.. Peace out!

Until next time, tata!!

P.S Kenny is going to take me to skool 2morrow.. hehehe

what we could have been, 10:07 PM.

Monday, August 3, 2009

One sunday

i woke up at 1.. Met Aidil at blk 536.. Then we went to buy food.. Then we went to the mangrove.. Aidil slept on my lap for awhile.. hehehe.. I slept to until papi came.. hehehe.. :) then Aidil went to work.. Papi and I stay there until 7 then I went home.. hehehe.. :P It was a short today but fun... When i got home, I took some new pictures..

what we could have been, 11:37 PM.

Last saturday!

The day out with My new Godbro Kenny!

First I woke up at 12.30.. Then waited at the bus interchange of kenny.. Then we took bus 21 to tamp mall.. We both watch the movie called the hangover.. It was funny.. hehehe.. Then after that we went to tam 1 to take pictures.. then after that we walk around.. hehehe.. It was fun.. I cant wait until the next time i hang out with him.. Then at 7 I went to Kak mas's house cuz noone was home.. Then I head home.. I was lock out of the house cuz I had no freaking key and that noone is freaking home.. I called Papi down to keep me company.. lol.. He miss the last bus just for me.. awwww.. I love him so much.. hehehe.. I got in the house at 12 plus.. Then Aidil called.. I beg him to company Papi at pasir ris.. HE did.. then I went to slp.. hehhehhe..

what we could have been, 10:59 PM.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Yo yo people.. I am not there to talk about my day..

Let just say,

Godbro.. I will always love you as my Godbro... hehehe peace!

And I cant wait to see you 2morrow.. Movie! Yipee! hehhehehe..

I will promise that I will pay u back soon.. hehehehe

Until next time, tata..!!!

what we could have been, 2:24 AM.