Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Need to get these few things off my chest.

What is the freaking use telling my family anything? They will just say I am still young. I dont understand. I havnt been in their shoes. And they always scold me about not being open to them? Hello, how am I going to be OPEN to u guys if u never ever listen to my problems? All u guys on is always been letting my choice go down the drain. U have no idea that when Kak Yah Yah ask me what I wana do in the future, I started crying. Cuz i never get the choice to chose my own future. It is like u guys chosing for me not myself chosing. What next? R u going to chose who i am going to marry? I hope not. Plz lah, how am i going to be able to live alone with u guys breathing down my freaking neck. Plz give me space. Not Mummy.. But u Abg.. Plz.. I know u are older and wiser. But I want to learn by myself.. Not u.. Thanks..

what we could have been, 2:17 AM.