I had a great night at class today! Cookie, Ryan, and I had fun! To bad Babykins wasnt here since he just start a new job today! Good luck babe!
what we could have been, 11:54 PM.
I really love my new shirt that my mum brought me from geylang! I have been waiting for soo long for that shirt... And now i finally wearing it! I want one more! But i am broke now! Waiting for Babykins pay!
what we could have been, 10:07 PM.

Here I am eating Nerds and lying down in front of my lap top. Starting into outer space. Seeing nothing but a blanket of darkness around me. Resting from a day of ranning after Umirah and listening to Dwi's nonstop chattering. Wishing that tomorrow is Saturday. A day of relaxing and alone time with my babykins. I need a foot massage fro
m his soft hands. A door and a lock is in my mind now. What the hell am I thinking of? Oh well.. I am just going to let my mind wonder about freely.
I am flying towards a thunderstorm. Barely misses getting hit by a million of lighting blots. Nearly dying until out of nowhere an island appear. I landed hard on the soft beach. I looked around me. Taking in the beautiful view. Sounding to the songs of nature. I reach down to pick a strawberry from the nearby bush. The juice was damn delicious. I could not get enough of the fruits that grew on the beautiful island. Even though how strong the wind was, the trees never moved. They stand very still like they are protecting me from getting hard. The animals on the island is so tamed. They love being pet and they love to hear me laugh. They all get ill when I get in pain and when they see tears falling down my face. At times, I get lost and start kicking the trees and push rocks down the cliff. But the island never stop loving me. Every single day, something magical happens.. Like a new type of delicious fru
its appear or a new type of animal. When I stop making a fuss, I started planting new seed of the island to grow bigger. And heal sick animals. I will always take care of the island until my last breathe.
The island remains me soo much of one very very close to my heart.
My babykins!

Only God knows how much he means to me. Like alot. I hope u like wat you are reading papi. I hope u can see how special i am of having you in my life. I love you so very much!! *close to tears* i feel like Tina when she is singing to her bf in the Glee Ep silly love songs.. Hahaha..
Well, I am going off now!
Happy Monthsery Abdillah Shah! My Babykins!
what we could have been, 10:07 PM.
Happy Monthsery Babycakes!
We have been together for two years and two months now. We went through thick and thin together. Alot of people said that i can never get other guy like you. And i can see now that is very true. Babykins, do believe me when i say that I love you!!

Well, i am having alot of fun at my school. But got a girl who just doesnt like me that much because I am hanging out with the guy that she likes. Lame sia. Hello. The guy that i hang out with is my Babykins close fren. And i know him for like two years. Please dont get on my bad side. I am being nice enough to let him sit with you for Math and Science. Eh, if u want him all of the freaking time. Tell me. Eh, dont foeget that i have a bf.. for crying out loud. Dont try to act that u are alone and that you dont have any frens cuz you do. If my fren wants to hang ard more with me it is his problem.. Do u understand beyotch? Dont try to put the blame on me. U said that u are 20 but to me u are only 16. Please act your freaking age! Thank u very much!
Well, next month is my bf and mine birthdays!! We will be 19! My bf is like ONLY 4 years older than me. And he act like an Abg2.. hahahaha!! joking lah my mitten!! Kitten!!

what we could have been, 12:58 AM.