




Today Aidil took me to school so that i can scan my finger print. After that we head to downtown east, waited for Abdillah, Haikal, Ninee. We went to play bowling at Ehub. Abdillah got the highest score..133(i think) Aidil is second, and I am third(107), then haikal and ninee. Ninee had to go to work :( When Haikal came back from sending her. We watch Toy Story 3. Hahaha.. Haikal and Aidil fell aslp.. hahaha.. After the movie, I went home. During the walk, Papi couldnt stop making me laugh. Papi, I LOVE YOU BBY! hahaha
I am so stress. Hardi got a girl and wants her to join the gang.. I dont mind having new girls joining but the girl came from Iqa. Like come now, that girl have really hang out with us. And do u think that this other gal will.. Oh, of coz, she is lusting for Hardi.. God, look watever. I dont really going to gave a damn. I will remind cool and relax..
Oh, tell Hardi that no other girls can be like me. NOONE.. i mean it. There is only one Annie Sherman who is sooo gagalicious.. Hahahaha..
so i got ta go. peace out!
what we could have been, 9:40 PM.


NEVER EAT LEFTOVER FOOD FROM MALAYSIA
Cuz i vomit 4 times today. Man, I couldnt even walk. Thanks God got Papi. He took me to his house to rest. After sleeoping for 3 hours, I felt better. Thanks Papi for looking after me.. You are truly the one I love. At 3, I met Jay at the mrt. Took the mrt until Lakeside. Waited for Hardi and Dan for all two hours. Took bus to go bowling. It was fun but I got a msg from Aidil take got me mad. I just dont get him. After he walked out of my life, he came back. And just cuz I said that I want to be frens with him only, he want to walk away again. I got so mad that tears ran down my face. Good thing got the boys there.
Thanks Pals. I really happy that you guys can cheer this emo gal up then she is down. :) So, after bowling. We went to eat Mcd. All of us ordered double chesse burger. hahaha. Fun sia. We all fight over stupid stuff.. Hahaha.. Dan almost flip me over his back then we were testing if I was really heavy or not.. Wah, hahaha.. Dan, good thing you never break my head open.. hahaha. And the mrt, we laugh about my dress.. they said that i look like i had a baby.. -.- lol.. hahaha.. thanks alot guys.. -.- then we start finding words for our names.. -.- got nothing better to do.
Annie- Attention
Jay- Joker
Hadri- Helpful
Dan- Dangerous
Lily- Lovely
the bad ones are
Annie- Arrogant
Jay- Jealous
Hardi- Horny
Dan- Dull
Lily- Lame
hahaha.. like I said.. nothing better to do.. hahaha. Well, I am going to hit the haystack preps!
Nite2 earth!
what we could have been, 11:38 PM.


YO Preps, today I woke up at the same time. Met Papi and went to my school just to tap my finger print. Then we took the mrt to lavendar to make a new passport for Papi. He got his pay that is why he can do it! I yelled my heart off when I heard that he got the money! So after that, we went to bedok to pick up Papi's auntie and her son. Hahaha.. Walk around tamp then send the auntie to the bus interchange. Went to watch the jackie chan movie.. Hahaha.. Jaden Smith was sooo freaking cute sia.. Hahaha.. After the two hour plus movie, we went to waste the rest of the money at cotton on. Hahaha.. So i cant wait to go on the holiday with Papi! I will be leaving this Sat to nexy Mon.. hahaha.. Peace out preps!
what we could have been, 11:06 PM.

Papi went to work at 3.30. I took bus 88 home. When I got to my house, noone was home sia. So I walked to the library, Aidil ask if I wana go to the chalet with him or not. I said sure cuz I got nothing betta to do. So Aidil pick me up at W.S. We took taxi to the chalet. Quiet sia. So, Aidil and I talk alot. He said that he miss me very much. I ask when he start missing me. He said that just this month. Cuz his fren keep on talking about me. Saying that he miss me very much. Cuz of his fren missing me made Aidil miss me. Something like brainwash like that. I was like wat the fuck. Aidil told me that his fren want me and aidil to patch back. I shout out loud "NONSENSE SIA!" Aidil said where got.. Lol.. -,-
Well, I am home now. Praying to Allah that Papi will get his passport money 2morrow.. So, nite2 preps..
Tata!
what we could have been, 10:17 PM.

Happy birthday Jay! I am wishing you again.
I hope that your wishes will come true. I hope that you will have fun at Malaysia this whole week. C ya! Hahaha. Well, your chalet was quite boring to be honest. Hahaha.. but I had fun with Dan, Hardi, and Lily. They are my new god sis and bros. Btw Fizzy bodoh and Apit were damn rude. I wanted to make frens with them but they didnt show any freaking respect to Hardi and Dan. Sorri I had to go home before you cut your cake. I wanted to smack the cake in your face. :P
Well, I had a ok time there. My legs are damn tired from walking and my sides are aching from Dan and Hardi poking me.. Damn them.. I will get them back soon.. Argh...
Papi darling, can u please get the money soon? I really nak you to go. :'( Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I love you switheart! And btw my leg is numb.. hahaha.. the other one resting on your leg.. hahaha.. and stop bugging me about my typing.. :(
Lol, Aidil just ask me to follow him to go his fren's chalet. Should I go? I dont feel safe without Papi near me when I go alone with Aidil. Aidil said that he miss me. WTF? all these months then you come back and say that. After all the tears I cried out, you come crawling back into my life. Sorri eh. I am in LOVE with Md Abdillah Shah Bin _______!! You are the one who left me hanging. You are the one who left me crying in the darkness alone. So, ya.. let just be frens. only!
OooooooooO
I got taa go now.. C ya preps!
what we could have been, 11:29 AM.

Today I wanted to go to bugis to get the outfit that I have been wanting. And my boots. But to bad, I had to look after Kak Mas baby with my mom. I carried her the whole time at Whitesand sia. My pain and arm is painful. Lol, I am not ready to be a mother. So, papi.. wait long long first k? hahaha.. So momma promise that 2morrow we will go. On Monday, it is Jay's chalet. So i have be looking for a gift. But I just dont know what to get. Hahaha.. Lata i will think lah.
Papi, I really want you to follow me to go to Malaysia. :( But you need to renew your passport. You need 70 bucks. But where will you get? I just wish someone can give you. Your grandpa or your mom.. Geezzz.. I just hate your freaking family. When you want money, they dont give. Yet when your bro or sis want.. wah.. give.. bullshit.. I will never understand your mother.. Fuck.. Papi, you know i love you. And I want to at least have a hoilday with you and my family. I love you switheart.. Muacks!
what we could have been, 10:22 PM.




Today I went to meet Papi at around 7.30 plus. In the bus 5, I got mad at papi around something but I didnt tell him. So when i got to the school to tap my finger print, the fucking machine was not working. I was like screw this school and walked off to the library. God, the fucking school sucks to the core. So I somehow got over being mad at Papi, and start messing around in the library. Jay reached at 11.40. Jay and Papi talked a little bit. Then Jay and I took the bus at the mrt. Papi went home to get ready for work. We met Hardi and Daniel at the chinese garden. Lily and Iqa and Randy was suppose to come but they all got problems. To bad for them lah. We had a nice time bugging each other in the water. hahahaha.. I keep on laughing at Daniel cuz he likes to drool.. haahaha.. and Jay always got saliva on his chin.. soo gross.. After swimming we went to eat at kcf.. And we went on our way to bugis.. Walk around looking at clothes.. Man, i am in love with a outfit and boots. Hahaha.. So, after walking around, we all head home..
Jay's birthday is coming up. I dont know if i am getting anything for him. So, mm.. oh mommy want me to take driver's license.. hahaha Should I? or not? i am scared sia.. hahaha.. well i got nothing else to talk about.. I just hope my background will be nice soon.. :(
Tata!!
what we could have been, 10:31 PM.

Hello preps..
Today was a normal day. Skip school and went to Toa Payoh. When to the library, papi got me in tears. Cuz he hurt my heart a little. Haish, nvm lah. What do i care about how i feel. Well, nothing much to say but i am not in the right mood to write wat happen to today. Just that, i dont like telling papi how i feel just I want him to be happy then to worri about my own feelings.
K2 gtg..
tata
what we could have been, 11:24 PM.


Today I went to tamp with Momma, Sya, and Dwi. First we went to century square to the citi spa. I got the face spa thingy thing.. Man, the woman popped my nose blackhead soo painful sia. Hahaha.. After the spa thing, we went looking around for clothes. I bought a new red bikini. Hehehe. We bought alot of stuff like bras and underwear. I got a new shirt and sya got a dress. Man, I cant wait to swim in my new bikini. :) Well, nothing much is happening but I really miss my papi. Papi switheart, I love you!
2morrow i am going to Jb with family. I am planning to buy boots but I dont know if over there have or not. Well, i am out of things to say.
Tata preps..
what we could have been, 7:50 PM.


On tuesday i went to the singapore zoo.Jay invited me to go with him. So i skip school and went. First I met Jay and his fren at Amk interchange. Hardi was there with his older sister and another girl and guy. His sister name is Lily. The guy was called Daniel. Hardi's fren. And the other girl was the girl that Jay knows on tagged. Her name is Iqa. Hahaha. We were waiting for Jay's other frens. David, Tamimi, and Randy. While waiting, Jay make a joke at me then slap my face. I got sooo mad that i went to claw him but he caught my hand.. But too bad, I still got to claw him in the arm. He bleed alittle. Good for him lah.. The rest of them took forever to come, so we took the matters into our own hands. We took a bus to Tamimi's house to fetch him. But when we got there, last min he refuse to come. And the two chinese boys also didnt go. Like fuck rite, waste our dear time sia.. So we went back to Amk and took the bus to the zoo.
Before we bought the tickets, we went to eat at KFC. I bought the salad. Daniel started teasing me about my food. After fulling our stomach with food, we took off to buy the tickets. Jay payed for me and Iqa. Thanks! When I stepped into the zoo, I raced to the first animal that caught my eyes. Cute monkeys! It was super fun, running ahead of the rest. The funny animal at the zoo was the monkey with the red ass. hahaha. The baby walk towards to the window where we were standing at. The momma monkey came up next to it and watch us with a watchful eye. Everytime Daniel knock on the glass, the mom rised up her eyebrow and open her mouth alittle bit. So damn funny yet scary. Good thing the glass was there in between us. Or else we would have got our heads bitten off. Oh, the white tigers looks wonderful as always. Well, I got kiss by a sea lion. YIPEE!! MY DREAM! Hahahha. After the zoo, Lily bought Pizza hut for the whole group. Hahahaha.. Thanks. I had a wonderful time.
Now about Papi.
YEAH!! You find a job. I am sooo proud of you switheart.. Btw, Happy Monthsery darling! I just love you so freaking much. I will only love you bby boi! muacks!! Papi, plz forgive me for everything that i have done to hurt you switheart!
what we could have been, 9:11 PM.



Oi, people.
I want to tell you guys about yesterday before I shoot over to tell you guys about today. Yesterday was awesome. I watched that movie. 'Nightmare on Elm St.' It was freaking scary. I dont understand why Ninee, Haikal and Papi wasnt that scare. Hahahaha.. I also crawled under the chair sia. Hahahaha.. Poor me. My ears hurt so bad from digging my fingers into my ears.. Hahaha.. To block the scary sounds. Hahaha. After the movie, we went to walk at Pasir Ris Park. Papi made me laugh like hell.. Hahaha.. I had a great time with my dearest friends and my lover boi. Hahaha.. I had to go home just my mom was ill. Ninee follow me to my house when the guys are uder the blk. Hahaha..
I am soo piss that when I wasnt home, noone in the freaking house ask how my mom was doing sia.. She was in the room the whole day yet Mak never went in and ask if my mom needed anything. Fuck them sia. Thank God, I came home. Haish.
Today, i eat alot sia.. My mom lah.. Saying eat lah or eat for mommy.. Aiyo-yo. hahaha.. Well, I am dissappointed that I will only get 50 or 60 for selling my psp.. WTF! I bought that psp for 400 plus sia. If i can get 100 or higher than I will be happy.. So i got to go preps. :)
Papi, I love you!
Ninee and Haikal, I love you guys soo much!
what we could have been, 8:03 PM.
My life..
Well, it is not that good. My mom is sick and I hope that she will get well soon. Haish, Mak is talking behind my back again to my mom. God, she thinks I am soo bad yet she dont know about her own daughter sia. Can you please focus on her and not me?! I am soo glad that mommy is back to help me with that nagger..
Papi dear
I am sooo worried about you baby. I just want to get married to you asap so you can be free from your family claws. Dont worry about your aunt.. She cant pull us apart even by using black magic.. Ok? Papi, your words touch my heart and made it bleed your name..
Well, I hope i can buy the boots that i love.. peace out until next time!
Tata!
what we could have been, 9:46 PM.