Monday, November 15, 2010
Hi preps.. How is it going?
I am just here today to talking about my Papi.
I am really deeply in love with him. I have been with him for 1 year and 10 months. All our days together have not been all lovey dovey like some romantic movie. We had our ups and downs. But all those fights that we had really made us look at each other in a diff light. So we get it understand each other more. Papi is the kind who is blur. You can talk to him normal when he is just looking at you and when you are done talking. He goes "what?" hahaha. I love him.
I get mad at him at times just cuz I am worried about him. Like wat happen today. He isnt working anymore and he got his attachment. He doesnt have money to even top up his ezlink nor his pp8. I got piss. Why cant his family give him pocket money? He is still a teenager. God, I will never let my kids alone with Papi's side of the family if I get married to him.. Dangerous. No pocket money, sometimes get lock out of the house. I don believe that his grandpa has no money. If he can still give outside people, his own MONEY to lend.. why CANT HIS OWN GRANDSON HAVE SOME POCKET MONEY?!!! eeee...
Papi, u should know that I am not mad at u, I am damn freaking worried about you. I am will always thinking about how u are, have you eat yet, are you in your house safe and sound, are you warm, and soo oon.. If only you live with me that i will not be sooo worried.
Well, i wana go enjoy watching russell peters on youtube.. Damn fucking funny! You should see him.. :)
Over and out!!
I am just here today to talking about my Papi.
I am really deeply in love with him. I have been with him for 1 year and 10 months. All our days together have not been all lovey dovey like some romantic movie. We had our ups and downs. But all those fights that we had really made us look at each other in a diff light. So we get it understand each other more. Papi is the kind who is blur. You can talk to him normal when he is just looking at you and when you are done talking. He goes "what?" hahaha. I love him.
I get mad at him at times just cuz I am worried about him. Like wat happen today. He isnt working anymore and he got his attachment. He doesnt have money to even top up his ezlink nor his pp8. I got piss. Why cant his family give him pocket money? He is still a teenager. God, I will never let my kids alone with Papi's side of the family if I get married to him.. Dangerous. No pocket money, sometimes get lock out of the house. I don believe that his grandpa has no money. If he can still give outside people, his own MONEY to lend.. why CANT HIS OWN GRANDSON HAVE SOME POCKET MONEY?!!! eeee...
Papi, u should know that I am not mad at u, I am damn freaking worried about you. I am will always thinking about how u are, have you eat yet, are you in your house safe and sound, are you warm, and soo oon.. If only you live with me that i will not be sooo worried.
Well, i wana go enjoy watching russell peters on youtube.. Damn fucking funny! You should see him.. :)
Over and out!!
what we could have been, 11:41 PM.
Monday, November 8, 2010
Yo people.. how is life going?
Well, my visa have been refused!! Yipee!! I am so fucking happy!! But now my mum is going to hire a lawyer to help her to talk to the visa people.. -.- God, why cant she just understand that I dont want to go to England. I love Singapore. In Dec. my abang is coming down to singapore!! Finally, i miss him soo much.. :) He talked on the phone with me last night. We talked about tv shows, glee, music and songs. We both had a great laugh. He keeps on making fun of me. Hahaha.. Of coz, he is my older brother. And brothers love to tease younger sisters.. I cant wait until he comes..
If my mum goes back to england without me, i cant stay at Mak house anymore. She doesnt let. Soo I might have to stay with Mak long's house. Haish. I wish that I can live with Ninee or Papi.. My life will be much fun. I told my mum that I want to job. Then she gives me the green light. Yes, I can work.. But at where? -.- I wana work at universal studios.. hahaha.. Dreaming right now.. hahaha.. Well, that is all for today..
Tata!!
Well, my visa have been refused!! Yipee!! I am so fucking happy!! But now my mum is going to hire a lawyer to help her to talk to the visa people.. -.- God, why cant she just understand that I dont want to go to England. I love Singapore. In Dec. my abang is coming down to singapore!! Finally, i miss him soo much.. :) He talked on the phone with me last night. We talked about tv shows, glee, music and songs. We both had a great laugh. He keeps on making fun of me. Hahaha.. Of coz, he is my older brother. And brothers love to tease younger sisters.. I cant wait until he comes..
If my mum goes back to england without me, i cant stay at Mak house anymore. She doesnt let. Soo I might have to stay with Mak long's house. Haish. I wish that I can live with Ninee or Papi.. My life will be much fun. I told my mum that I want to job. Then she gives me the green light. Yes, I can work.. But at where? -.- I wana work at universal studios.. hahaha.. Dreaming right now.. hahaha.. Well, that is all for today..
Tata!!
what we could have been, 9:36 PM.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Yo yo yo!
I got a new phone dudes. Nokia E5.. damn nice. Hahaha.. I really dont have anthing to talk about right now. Mmm.. Oh yeah. I am like planning to open my own account on youtube and you know upload videos.. The account will belong with me and my boi. I cant wait to start.
And there is another thing I want to say, I am having a hard time in believeing in people.. I just dont understand why they have to act good to me. Why cant they just show me that they hate me or watsoever. Jeezz.. Like dude, i got feelings you know.. I am not a robot or an alien sia. Haish, I thought that they were my frens. But now they are just people who i know. haish. I am just glad that Ninee is my fren. She is eveything to me. My sis, My fren, My mom.. hahaha.. I just have like 3 close friends. ard 12 normal friends.. and the rest are just people i know.. haish.. People think that I have alot of frens.. No i dont..
Well, I hope when i move to England, I will have more friends.. more girlfrens.. hahaha.. well, i gtg now.. My phone is beeping.. Tata!!
what we could have been, 5:30 PM.
