Thursday, March 25, 2010
Yo Preps, what's up? Today I skip school cuz of one thing. And one thing only.
Haish, my is my heart very kind. Why can it forgive soo freaking fast. Why does it prefer itself to be in pain then to make other people heart hurt. Haish..
I am just really upset with my fren. I wont mention her name. I really care for her and stuff. But I cant blame her if she doesnt go to school. It is her life wat. I just dont understand why when I msg her, she never reply but when Jay and David msg her.. she reply.. Hasih, I wont say anything though. I am just glad my close fren(sis) isn't like that. Hahaha..
Yo sis, I really need to learn that Bang Bang dance. It is driving me crazy!! Lol! Hahaha.. I wana Papi to dance like that! :p
what we could have been, 2:44 PM.
Monday, March 22, 2010
I can't believe my own eyes! Adam emailed me after all these years. Before he send me aweful email that he doesn't want to talk to me anymore cuz he got a girlfriend. He said that he wants me to hate him and blah blah blah. God, was I mad..
Now he email me back saying that he broked up already. He even dare to say that he still thinks of me and that he wants me to say yes to him. He still loves me. Can I believe the words that I read? God, I dont love him anymore. I love Abdillah. Gosh, help me people..
what we could have been, 2:30 PM.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
After reading what that girl said really makes me fucking mad! If she really did love him, she should have understand him first that way he can understand you. God, I know it is the past. But please ah, back then he didn't have anyone to face up to your bullshit. But now that I am in his life, I can't just let you say all of that. He is way mature than u think. At least he isn't dating your fren after he broke up with you right. You little slut. You ran off with his frens. One after another. And still on the move. I am now asking u to grow up. I am sooo fucking glad that I am watching over him now. Not you little bitch. I feel sorry for him that he had to put up with your fucking attitude. Please ah. I knew from the start that you were a slut who loooves cock. I dissliked you the moment my eyes lay on you. When I found out that you were his ex, God I almost puke out warm blood.
If he wanted to get back with someone, let him be. You and him are soo over. Man, I wish that I knew him when it all happen. But now it is over, I have to cool down. I just wana say I really hope one day you will find a guy that will teach you the real pain of true love. The pain you have to go through and the commitment that you have to keep to have a long relationship. My relationship with him had ups and downs but I never give up and he never left me. He stood up for me when I did wrong. He forgave me when I hurted him. He understood me when I am with other guy. That is true love. Now go and learn. Stop being a slut that jumps to one man to another. Learn to be a woman.
That is all I am going to say. Now my anger for you changed to pityness.
Labels: Go and die if u please...
what we could have been, 5:37 PM.
Hello People!
Long time I never been here. Because I have been busy with skool and someone had my com with him. Hahaha.
Ok, lets start with skool. Well, it sucks. I can't work now cuz of my tight schedule. I am so upset sia. I want to work so i can earn money. At least I can use my own money to buy wat I want then Papi having to pay. My close fren in skool is named Helen. She is a Chinese. She is a fun girl to be with. She is also the one who begged me to skip class during the day I had a test for English.. Poor me. Hahaha. Nvm, she owe me big time.
Now let me talk about my love life. AIDIL AND I are no more together. Dont ask why. Long~~~~ story! So now, I am happily with Abdillah. I do miss Aidil though but let's forget about him. No use waiting cuz he only focus more to work, family and frens then me. Papi and I have been together for 1 year and 2 months already.
Mmm, oh.. This year I am going to turn 18. Nothing fun about that. hahaha. My mom ask me to plan now. But I still dont have any idea what to do.. I dont want a chalet or a bbq pit.. I want something fun.. Very fun that involves dancing and games. Dude, Singapore is damn boring. hahaha.. Fyi, my mom is coming down to S'pore around April 10th or 11th.. hahahaha.. Better go mark the date down.. hahaha.. so I wont forget.
K2, I got to go now. Tata.
what we could have been, 3:21 PM.
