Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Why is it like this? When I thought things were going on well, other things comes falling down towards me. Sis, Plz dont be like this. I wont never give a close fren the silent treatment if I ever break up with my boi. I know you are in pain and is having a huge heartpain. But sis, I want to be there for you. It be there to comfort you. Isn't that wat sisters are for? Well, I am just going to give you time and space.. So you can recover from the pain. Just remember we love you sis. :)
Papi and I had a great day today. We went to bugis. We took Neoprint and played games. Then we went to watch a movie to. Papi, thanks for buying me new shoes. My feet were killing me. hahaha.
My mom rite now is freaking sick sia. I just wish she will get better. God, Mak really sucks to the fucking core. My mom is in the room the whole fucking day yet Mak can just heck care about my mom. What kind of sister is she? Huh? When Mak is sick, wah, my mom can take her to see the doc, pay for her, and other stuff just to make Mak feel better. God, Mak only care for her husband fucking small cock siol. Wat? I bet she likes to go to Malaysia just soo she can fuck with that old hag. God, I feel like yelling to Mak. Haish, but i cant. I have to be good for mommy.
Well, I got nothing better to say. I gotta go now. Chao.
what we could have been, 10:20 PM.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Hi preps, my life is much better now. 2morrow I am going out with Papi. I dont know where yet. Hopefully somewhere fun. Oh, this friday I am going to Malaysia again with the whole family sia. Hahaha. But next week, I will be busy busy. With school, friends, and of coz family. I got a date with aidil and his frens. Btw I got a new Adek. God sister lah. Hahaha. Her name is Fitrah. She is 14 years old. Met her though aidil and his frens.
I hope that next month Daniel and the rest come break fast with me and Abdillah. Abdillah really want to meet them and make frens. :) That is my Papi. Well, I got nothing to say. Mmmm. I am just thinking of wat to wear 2morrow. white and black dress or black and purple dress.. mmmm.. Later lah think. Now lazy..
Sis, wat ever you chose i will always be by your side no matter wat. Just plz chose wisely. Dont chose the wrong one and end up hurt again. I dont like to see you like that. :) Remember that Papi and I love you. Always.
Papi, I miss your oooldd hairdo!!! :( I want it back. :(
what we could have been, 9:12 PM.
Friday, July 23, 2010
Hi preps, I am at home rite now. Looking after my mother. Cuz last nite she was damn sick. Vomiting and stuff. :( I really hate it when she get all sick. Well, I am sick myself. Sick with stress. Let me ask you a small question. Have you ever had a fren that you thought will go through with you iin your life? sharing happiness and stupidness that frens have? But your fren turn into a bloody hell? Well i have one. I am not going to say his name but I know he knows I am talking about him.
I am just fed up with his lies and his empty promise and swears. I am going to end my friendship with him from now on. But I will still be seeing him if I hang out with Daniel. Look here, I told you to stop messing with my boi. And you never listen. I hardly mess your life but yet you mess mine. I know lah you want me to break up with my boi. It will never happen. I try my best being your fren. A gd fren. But you are pushing me away then pulling me back. I dont want to do anything stupid to you. Cuz you are a fren of my frens. I dont want to hate them cuz of you. I am now going to pick you aside from my life rite now. Going to delete you from my fren list and handphone. When you stop being soo into my boi, then maybe I will be your fren again. But I am not sure. I hate saying good bye to frens. But I love saying cb to fuckers. Haish, I am so stress up. I just want to go out and yell my head off.
So enough of the shit talk, Momma is planning to go on a trip to Malaysia again. Aiyo-yo, Lazy sia. With the whole family again. Boring! If we go and have fun, then I dont mind sia. :) Oh, and i think Momma is planning to go back to England next month. Freedom at last! Hahaha.. But I will miss momma. BTW i hope Abg will come down. At least he can help with my problems. But he is busy aiming for his dream. Go Abg Md Noor! Go Abg Bacin! I love you!!!
Papi! I love you! :P :P
Can i plz go to the place that I always wanted to go?! Plz bby boi!! :P
until next time,
tata!
what we could have been, 3:09 PM.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Yo preps.. Sorri for not updating for so long. My life been busy busy busy.. Well, let get you updated then. I just got better after a fever. Mom went to the hospital to get her blood test. Well, today Mom ask me to go to Expo but i refuse to go cuz I was still abit dizzy from my fever. Well, nowadays I get a feeling that Papi and I lost the touch of the fun in being in a relationship. No like romance walks in the park at night. You know like no more spark of fun anymore. Cuz he is working and I am busy most of the time with Mommy. So, I cant really blame him right. But I do think we are losting the touch cuz even now we dont even have anything to talk about on the phone. It is like we can stay on the phone for hours yet never really talk. We never go anywhere fun now to. Well, it is just of the money of coz.. Haish. I am sooo bored. I feel like jumping on a plane for awhile to some other places then come back. But I wont dare to go cuz I will miss my bby boi. Papi, I hate that i love you! :( I love you so bad that it hurts!
what we could have been, 8:50 PM.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Happy Monthsery Md Abdillah Shah Bin _____!!!!!
We have been 1 year and 6 months together now. Man, we have been though alot together. Happiness, smiles, kisses. Sadness, tears, anger. I am really happy that u came into my life. So let me say this, Papi, please forgive me for all that I have done to hurt you. I am deeply sorri and I want to stay with you forever. Muacks!
what we could have been, 12:00 AM.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Today I went to school. It was fun with Por, Tor and Gotti. They never fail to make me feel at home. So i was going to met Jay after skool, but Por and Tor last min skip skool so i follow. And I ask Jay where he is. And he is bowling with his frens. So I told him nicely that he should just go enjoy and I would go home by myself or something. But no, he continue making my head boiled. So I got piss. I went to see aidil since I couldnt go home rite away. Went follow him to his work place then went to eat at Rasa 21 at Tamp. So, now i am back.
I just wish that Papi is with me right now. Haish, Papi. I really do love you. For really.. Muacks..
what we could have been, 9:46 PM.
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Yesterday i had a wonderful day with my besties and lover. Ninee and Haikal. First I went to Toa payoh to met Papi. After awhile we meet the rest at Pasir Ris. At first we plan to go to the beach, but it is raining... -.- We stand at the bus inter change for awhile. Until awhile, finally we made up our mind to go to Ikea.(hope that I spell it rite) While waiting for the bus, I almost got on a wrong bus cuz of my freaking blurness good thing ninee stopped me. Hahaha.. Good -.- I am the wife of the king of blur wat. Papi! Hahaha.. We had some much fun there. Taking pictures, fooling around. After the trip around Ikea, Ninee and haikal bought us hotdogs to eat. :) Yummy hotdogs. Then we walked across the street to Giant. Ninee had to clear up awhile. Then we took a bus down to Tamp. Ninee head for Starbucks first then the Blues. She bought me something. Thanks Sis.. Hahaha.. I love it! (i forgot wat it is call but it is for my handphone) After that we waiting for bus 81 to go back to my home. After asking my mommy for permission to be under the blk. We head down to hang out under the blk next to my blk. We did alot of stuff.. hahaha.. Ninee of coz took alot of videos.. And did some dancing. After that I had to go home and the rest said good bye and good nite.
Today I was in pain again but now ok. Hahaha.. Good lah. But my mom still want me to go see a doc. :( f****.. I dont want sia.. So i got tat go.. tata until next time..
what we could have been, 9:09 PM.
