Thursday, August 6, 2009
To him,
I know he hate me rite now. But I dont really care. I have to get use to it. But haish, just thinking about it makes my heart hurts. Let's just say that I have my own life. I need Friends. I do. Cuz boyfriends will come and go.. but Friends will always stay.. And dont tell me about wat kind of frens I am hanging out with. I know who they are. If they hurt me it is my problem.. If they love me it is also my problem. I already told you more that once. That I prefer die than to leave you. I really love you. I wont dump you. I want u to dump me if u really cant take to anymore. I though that you know me.. but it looks like jealousy took over you.. And anger..
If I got hurt you or anything. I am deeply sorry..
Bby boi, Papi knows everything. Cuz why, he understands me. He listens to me. Even how stubborn I am or fucking annoying.. He still can handle me.. Somemore Papi told me his true feelings in the bus on the way home.. I know now. But have you been telling me yours? No you havnt.. So how am I going to tell you how I feel and stuff huh? You told Udin things more than u tell me.. Wat udin is your gal now?
I am just so mad at you right now.. But my heart is forgive you cuz my love for you is very strong. Stronger than myself.. I love you Aidil bin ____!! I love you since the first time I lay my eyes on you... And no other boy have been though wat you been though with me.. So bby, can i ask u this? Do u still love me? And can we go steady? hehehehe.. *wink2*
Love
Annie
xxx
To my dear bro,
Kenny, I am deeply sorry. I cant return the same feelings back to you. Yes, I did have a crush on you. But, I deeply love my bois to much. You are a great guy Kenny.. You need a gal who can treat you way betta than me. Remember that there are other fishes out there. Not only me. Plz understand me, I dont mind if you dont wana be my godbro anymore and anything.. I will always treat you as my godbro.
Love,
Annie
xxx
what we could have been, 2:54 AM.
