Monday, November 2, 2009
Yo People,
Will I don't know if you knew wat happen a few ays ago.. So i will just tell you.
Aidil and I got into a big fight. I got mad cuz he hardly think about me but work work work. I ask for a break. He was ok with it. After that I didn't feel like having a bf, so I dump Papi to. So I was a single girl. But wait I couldn't stop thinking of Aidil. So then I broke down. I know I was the wrong one not them two.
So the very next day, I went to Aidil's house. I told him that I was going but I didn't tell what time. Right when I saw his face, I felt happy. Aidil and I talked things out. He forgived me. I know his weakness now.. He cant hear me cry or see my face when he is piss off at me.. :)
We went to watch a movie callws Jennifer's body. The movie was ok.. Then we ate at Mac. Then we went to blk 536. I suddenly felt ashamed and ugly. I had to tell Aidil the truth. The biggest sercet I kept from him and Papi. *It is personal, so i am not going to type it down*
I told Papi the day before, he was upset but his love was still there for me. Aidil broke down crying and start punching the walls. He said to me that I am a lucky girl that he forgives me. He told me to swear that the thing will not happen again. I sweared. Now he is back with me but I am giving him so big space for awhile. So we both can enjoy life. Now it is Papi.. Well, I don't want to go back with him just yet. *Only closest frens now why*
So let me tell you about today..
Well, I went to school. Class ended at 12. Met Aidil at the bus inter. Followed him to buy food and stuff. Went to his house and relax.
So, until next time.. tata!
what we could have been, 8:37 PM.
