Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Why? Oh why?! Do you have a new boyfren that looks like he is 20 or 30 plus? Come on, you are like half his age. You are damn young. Why can't you live without a guy or being in a relationship? I am here TRYING to teach you about life yet u ignore me. Ok, i know i am nothing to u even though u call me your kakak. I dont wana get stress over you anymore. I got alot of stress going on in my life. Hello, i already get gray hairs. I dont wana protect you cuz it looks like you got a boi to protect you. My bestie, Ninee, which confirm u know. Her and i have been though alot of problems with guys that confirm you are to young to understand.

U seriously dont know what is going on through guy's minds. They are not loving you. They are lusting you. Guys who can't find a proper girlfren they will end up targeting innocence young girls like you. Open your eyes. Chose a boy near your age. Wait, DONT chose at all. You got your wonderful girlfrens. What else do u need? Being in a relationship is all about commitment not for fun or laughter. Do you know that Abg Abdillah told me to heck care about you? You dont know right. Cause I was on your side. Protecting you, hoping that you will change or at least learn. But I guess Abg Abdillah is right, you wont even listen to me. When I told my frens about you looking for a boifren. They asked why does a young girl needs a boi soo bad? I just said it is your life. They all didnt want to go. I was protecting u so much from getting hurt. And you repay me by not listening to me. When I was your age dear, I wasnt thinking about guys. I was only thinking about marrying Harry Potter.

Your age is the stage of learning. But I just dont understand why must you have a boi? Why cant you wait for one or two years? Then you can start hunting for guys. I started around 16. If i could go back to that age, all i cared about was ANIMALS. nothing more. Now my feelings is out, it is up to you if u still wana be under my 'little sister' anymore. If u dont want just remember I am here to lend u a listening ear if u dont have anyone to talk to. Hate me or love me it is all up to you. You are a big girl now. So anything. Contact me through Facebook or my phone.

Take Care now!

what we could have been, 10:57 PM.