Friday, October 21, 2011

I know that noone reads my blog but yeah.. At least i got something to do when I get really bored. I am now using Tumblr alot but i just use pictures to do my talking. But I prefer to use my blog to do the talking.

Yes, i am still in love with my papi! I cant let him go! I got news. He is going into NS this dec. He is going to be in Civil Defences. I am going to miss him but yeah, he have to go. It is the law.

Bestie, if u are reading this. I know for you the word 'sorry' doesnt mean anything. Well, i am going to be stubborn and say it. I am sorry. I read your tumblr and i knew u were talking about me. I am dumb and stupid. I am sorry. Slap me hard next time. I should have put u in front. I am not good to words. But i just want u to know that i am sorry sis. For everything that I have done to hurt you. I cant promise but one day I will come down with towels and swimming suits and take you swimming. :) Sorry once again. But i will take u out swimming.. After my exams though. We may not spent that much time together.. You are still my older and wiser sister. And i love you so berry much!!

Two exams down, three to go. On Monday I am finally having Math. And I have been studying for days just to at least pass it. After that is Phy and Chem.. need to study for these two!! Argghhh!!! No free time now.. Only on the 27th and 29th I am going out with my frens and Papi. and hopefully next month i will start hanging out more with my bestie. Cause I feel like I have forgotten her, and it is tear me down. She have been there for me and I am not there for her at times. Fuck me sia. Stupid ass pig.. Arghhh.. So my goal of next month is have more time with her. Cuz I have been missing out on her for a long time. :(

xxxx

what we could have been, 12:56 AM.